anita bonghit

"I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your hand which I love so well."

-- William Shakespeare

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions...

Pick an artist: the misfits

1.) Are you a male or female?: she

2.) Describe yourself: fiend without a face

3.) How do you feel about yourself?: some kinda hate

4.) Describe your ex / girlfriend: american nightmare

5.) Describe your current / girlfriend: great balls of fire

6.) Describe where you currently live: only make believe

7.) If you could go anywhere, where would you go: horror hotel

8.) Your best friend is: attitude

9.) Your favorite color is: in the doorway

10.) You know that: you belong to me

11.) What's the weather like?: halloween

12.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called? fiend club

13.) What is life to you?: this magic moment

14.) What is the best advice you have to give?: hate the living, love the dead

15.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to: devil doll

i'm turning 18 tomorrow. i can finally buy my own booze.

finally wow. sweet mother of god we have internet.... or atleast that's what i thought when we first got it but now i remember that the internet sucks. what a waste of like 40 some odd dollars from my money especially since im NEVER home. i think i've used it twice since we've gotten it. i miss my boyfriend and i'm sad cause i won't be able to see him when i open my eyes tomorrow morning.. ya i'm pathetic. so what? wanna fight about it? anways, i'm talking to my sexy piece of ass on the phone right now. so i'm done.

so, here i am. sitting alone waiting for Rob to come home. its pathetic how much i miss him. i hope he brings me home something to eat tonight. i work at tim hortons now... it kind of blows, but atleast i get to wear the sexy little tan uniform. going to apply at princess auto on thursday. krista's moving in this saturday, that'll be different. i dunno what else so that's alll for now.

                                
                                      happy 3 months honey. 
                                  I love you forever and always.

Right Now
time; 11:30
date; friday august 5th
wearing; t-shirt and jeans
hair; down and straight
music; Weezer - My name is Jonas
mood; bored, lazy and lonely
talking with; nobody
drinking; nothing
annoyance; having no $$$
craving; nothing
thinking; i should download some songs or something
wishing; Rob was here
smell; laundry detergent
should be; having a shower and getting ready to go
jewelery; earrings, eyebrow barbell and lip ring
worries; same old worries caused by insecurities
makeup; none, just keeping it real
doing; not a thing, why else would i be doing this?

last person...
talked to; Rob
yelled at; i can't even remember it's been so long
laughed at; i was watching the arrested development marathon
smiled at; some man in my backlane on the way home
fought with; probably Rob
kissed; Rob
hugged; Rob
saw; some little girl selling chocolates door-to-door
phoned; i don't phone people, they phone ME
phoned me; Rob

Last Thing;
ate- french fries
drank- water
touched besides the computer- myself
watched on tv- the chapelle show
saw in a movie theater- house of wax... kind of a lame movie but seeing paris hilten die was totally worth it.
wanted- ice cream
needed- to use the bathroom
listened to- Billy Corgan

Last time;
cried- last week
yelled- long time ago
smiled- when i was talking to Rob (awwwwh -insert puke noise here-)
ate- fries
changed clothes - about 2 hours ago
slept- last night
played outside - i guess last weekend?
played a game- last night i played solitare
played a sport- oh god..... jr.high?
went to the mall- a few days ago i think
went to the movies- a month +
ate fast food- i can't remember
went to church- 7 years ago
talked to someone- about 2 hours ago

i don't know... that killed about half an hour. now i'm going to download some music. i am so boring.

i fucking love you.

i miss rob.

it's so hard to be happy right now.

i don't know why i'm updating this thing, it's not like anyone ever read's it.





P.S. rob is amazing.

i feel like i had my heart ripped out of my chest.

so picture this if you will... my dad and i sitting in the kitchen this morning drinking coffee, and i'm fucking wasted on e and he's telling me how proud he is of me, not knowing that last night we hitchhiked all the way to osbourne village, i went to the zoo and met some guys then went back to their place and did A LOT of drugs, partied alll night and then we hitchhiked all the way downtown this morning and finally got home at 8am.... i dunno, it's probably a good thing that he has no idea. p.s. i haven't even slept yet

my ex-boyfriend is SO boring. like when I talk to him now all I can think about is how much I wish he would just shut his fucking mouth.

sooo this is my first entry in my new livejournal.